i thought today would be just a lazy day off just stay at home clean a little until i woke up at noon to a surprising phone call… a person i wasnt expecting but due to a wicked turn on events possibly fate dates were mixed up and she was up here for no reason… any way she asked if i wanted to hang out with nothing to do today i gladly accepted she came to pick me up almost getting lost called me for directions she soon found my house.. i walked out of my house at a stunning 1230ish after a lil bit of a discussion and realizing she had not gone to the warf/ pier 39 i decided today is a good day for that while driving on embarcadero i realized it was only about 115 enough time to make it to the matinee of Blue Man Group.. i made for a quick dash over to golden gate theater and almost killed up by going up a oneway by accident and i still very sorry for that almost gave her a heart attack.. after we parked we waited inline for tickets soon our luck would change this little old lady named Grace walked up to us and asked us “where to go for tickets?” atleast that what i thought i heard her say but i saw that her tickets were already printed out so i pointer her to the door telling her to go straight in this is what happen.

Grace: oo00oo noo im trying to sell my ticket i have no use of them im only selling them for 50 i bought them for 75

me: o0ooo im sorry i would by them but i dont have the cash on me i was gonna use my card

Grace:hmmm do u have a check?

me: no i dont im sorry

Grace: u know what here just take them and have fun

me:REALLY?! thats so nice of you

Grace:just one thing promise me youll have a good time and do a good deed to someone else in return

me:i promise i shall my name is garrett by the way it was very nice meeting you

Grace: my name is Grace now go have fun

with a smile and polite wave we were off to see the show up front balcony over looking the stage the seats were amazing and i wish all the best and i will keep my promise and do something amazing for a stranger

the show was aboslutly amazing and victoria enjoyed it as well the end pretty much turned to like a rave concert it was great.. after the show with a rumble in out tummy we set out to pier 39 for food and adventure i took her over the the crab stations on the side and picked out a nice hole crab for only 17 bucks not bad she was happy and so was i just enough to push of the hunger then we walked down toward the pier while walking having talks we havnt had far months catching up and making up for months of not hanging out stoped by the chocolate factory for a quick snack and choco cover stawberries for the win… we stoped to watch the sea lions. and get a pearl from the pick your own oyster and let me say they a good salesmen kinda got me but hey honestly i know shes happy with it im happy with it and im sure the saleswomen was happy with it after realizing what time it was she had to leave all thou sad i knew she had to go i drove home and she drove off…. now i can truly say i spoil her lol

soon after i texted my sister kim to see what she was doing and she was goin out with jess to eat and watch the bridesmaids food was good ate at bjs had a burger and it was just fun to catch up with jess and kick it with my sis the movie was ok not the best comedy but id did get me rollin pretty good at some parts and now im home from and excellent day hoping for the good energy to keep on goin

yea this is is one of THOSE kind of blogs why? just cause need to vent somehow right? and why not do it to complete strangers or friends or whatever… so far warning

yea ripped out stomped on spit on… somehow i new you were never really ever mine but i still tried.. i want you to be happy even if it dosent have me in it but dosent mean it wont hurt all the same when i see it when i hear it when it does happen… im not sure what calls me to you i just know that im drawn to you… i still care about you even tho we dont hang out or talk any more is it my fault? i just dont wanna see you with him… i really wonder if i ever really meant anything to you… yea caring for me is something but alot of people care about me… its feelings i wonder about did you ever really have those feelings for me? i know that i did not love you but i did have love for you and yes there is a fucking difference people… somehow the sun does not shine as bright anymore my days are long… i swear i have the worst timing with women… fuckin shit

so for the past three days ive been severely sick high fever, sore throat, body aches, head aches the works, no to mention the emotion and the mental strain that has been eating at me i think getting sick was my body telling me to relax and like the illness it will go away in time…

prior to getting sick i was gettin all worked up over lil things that i wish i had but in reality when the time is right it will happen cant force it to happen even if i think i deserve it… thats pretty cocky tho thinking i deserve something just because…

also got me thinking of this old saying friends three reason, a season, a reason, a lifetime. this kinda goes into a pyramid shape u have alot of reason friends, not so many season and very few lifetimes.

so many reason friends make me feel used… only your “friend” so they can get something out of it i like to call them more of a acquaintance then anything and most of them ill forget any way well fuck em any way

seasons will come and go much like friends i do consider them to be friends still keeping in touch every once in while not quite forgetting them. they do leave some kind of imprint on you.

my life long friends are not friends to me any more they are my family my sisters my brothers my cuzins unfortunately

we may grow apart but never separate